Boy, break my heart with your hands I love, dont' fall away and leave it bleeding?

I dated a boy for a month knowing he would have left for an other country permanently,


We discussed before we dont want long distance relationship and didnt want I would end end suffering for his partence. and encouraged me to meet new boys when he would be gone...


Why he's been passionate and romantic if he didnt want attachment from me?


I showed sad when I called him last days before partence,, he told me feels a bad remorse and was like desperate and guilty like he should have avoid all this story because he dont want me to see me sad for him.


In our last goodbye he told me to come visit him soon.


I'll let him go...I wrote a letter to him and I dont even know if he found it and red it, I only know he dont call from yesterday...


I d prefer he broke my heart and told me to forgot him instead of leaving it bleeding in my hands...you know..

Boy, break my heart with your hands I love, dont' fall away and leave it bleeding?
Its ur fault that without knowing him properly u fell in his love that also in so short period,u can not blame the boy as he is going far away and told u about it.he could have left the country without informing u.